something always brings me back to you

i feel like everything is spiraling out of control. like my once perfect world is crumbling into pieces that i can't put back together. it all started with one thing and now everything is going horribly wrong. none of this was supposed to happen. everyone was supposed to stay happy and together but its not happening that way. i guess thats just life but i dont like it. at all. i just wish i could fix everything. go back in time and keep my mouth shut. if i hadn't said anything none of this would've happened, at least not so soon. maybe me and him wouldn't have fought so much this week if i had kept my mouth shut. i guess we'll never know. i'm not sure how much more of this i can take and i'm worried she's going to break at any point and i'm afraid for that. i wish i could be there to help her but i can leave. not now when everything is going to hell. people are threatening to leave if i dont start listening and i dont know what to do. its scary.